I don't know

"My love for you
will never die",
a promise I kept
for you and I.
No matter what
you did to me,
I'd always be
too blind to see
that all your love
and all your lies,
would cause me to
always dispise
your lovely face
and clear blue eyes
that turned out
to be your disguise.
A mask to hide
your hollow ways,
to scam my heart,
produce a haze,
to stop me seeing
what you are
and make me think
you love my heart.
But, deep down,
you want the best
for your own heart,
your head, the rest.
You just don't care
about the cost.
Let me tell you,
go, get lost!
I no longer
need your love.
I have what I need
and more above.
So take your lies
and empty words.
Send them flying
up with the birds.
I don't want to
hear your pleas.
Just thinking of you
makes me freeze.
Go, be gone,
and don't come back.
Knowing you,
you'll still attack.
My sad addiction
to your ways,
what you do,
and what you say,
makes it hard
to cut all ties.
With you, I'll have to
tell some lies.
So, here you go,
you monsterous lout.
I hate you now!
Peace out.

14/02/10