Conflictions.

How can you be so
very far away
when you're only
through a wall?

Normally
I feel amazing
just because I have you.
But right now,
I feel as though my
heart's been
ripped from my chest.

Am I really
not enough?

When I want
you close to me,
I can't, and it hurts.

I mean,
I can watch a film
and a random event
can bring me to tears
because it brings
memories of you
flooding back to me,
the tears flow in
rivers down my cheeks.

You can bring me
down to earth
with a single word,
make me realise
how much you love me
with a touch,
but you take advantage
of my good nature.

I will always love you
but sometimes we
drift apart,
fighting for hours
about something
which shouldn't
really bother us.

I admit, it's
usually me that starts it,
but I'm protective
and I don't want
anything to come between us.

Know that I'll
always love you
and nothing will
change that.